What book that chenged my life or how you percieve the world? Why?

I read this novel because of my best friend when I was in high school. I haven't watched the movie in the big screen because I was very young that time and I don't really know it. My best friend let me borrow her book and she told me that the story is very inspiring. Then i brought her book at home and started reading it two days after she gave it to me. I'm really not fond of reading but this novel really struck my heart.

When I started reading it, I thought that it is just the typical story of a girl and a boy. Landon was a popular guy and Jamie was a quiet, bookish girl. Yes it's very usual in a story that something will happen then they will then fall in love with each other, but in this story there is a twist and it's kinda unbelievable but I've read that this story is based on real life. It was very touching. My perception about life when I was in high school was that happily ever after is not real. It's just for fairy tales. But this story made my life. When Jamie told Landon that she has a leukemia, Landon still pursue their relationship and fulfilled Jamie's dream, to get married on the chapel where her parents got married. After that, Jamie died. What's the happy ending there? Landon himself became a better person through Jamie's memory, he achieved the goals that he had set out to do, like what Jamie did.


Love conquers all. Eventhough how hopeless you are, you will still be blessed without you knowing it. Jamie was the last girl on his mind. He will never want Jamie he insisted. But with that instance that he really need Jamie's help for his practice for his play, that made way for them to have feelings for them both. And when they already have their relationship and when Landon knew that Jamie has cancer, still they fight for their love for each other.


I've learned that inspiration is very important in our lives. It can change our lives and we can be a better person. but changes comes from our heart. You cannot change if you don't really want to. Love do a lot of things in you life. If you are in love, you will be very happy.

If I were a famous celebrity, I would be barbie!

I love barbie dolls since I was five years old. I had only two barbie dolls when i was a child. I dreamt of having more barbie dolls when i was a kid. But my mother don't want me to be spoiled that's why she wants me to be the one to buy it on my own.

I really wanted to be like barbie. She looks very perfect. Everyone admires her even though we know that she's just a doll, a thing. She can wear beautiful dresses, live in a big house, have beautiful hair-do and experience a luxurious life. She is very very famous. Everything about her is being looked up to. Many persons collects her and they're putting much investment on it.

Can you imagine that? A doll who is very rich and very famous. I want to be like her. I wanted to be rich. I want to have a luxurious life. I want to have everything that i want. I want to be famous that when they know me, they will become happy. I want to make everybody happy.

Well, that's just a dream. But it's a dream we can make, a dream that I know I can make through hard work. I know that you cannot get anything that you want with a snap. You need to work hard for it. I just realized that achieving something through hard work is sweeter than having it without working for it.

what's up with me now?

I’m happy. As for now, I’m enjoying my life. I’ve learned so much from all that I’ve been through. I love myself and I’m contented with what I have right now. I become closer to God and I realized that through prayers and hard work you can achieve everything that you want.
Before our final examinations last 2nd semester, I’ve studied very hard. Then it came our final examination week, I find the exam quite easy. After a week, we went back to engineering building for our grades. Unfortunately, I failed my four math subjects. I’m really so disappointed when I saw my grade. I’m so disappointed with myself. I have no one to blame but myself. I know that I deserve it because I didn’t give my very best effort that semester. I went in the comfort room and cried. I thought of my parents, I know they will be so disappointed to me and I’m afraid that they will insist transferring me to other University. I’m also worried that time because my mom is in the hospital due to severe drowsiness. But I can’t do anything but to confess it to my parents. So, I went to the hospital and told my mother that I failed and I’m willing to accept whatever their decision may be. Then my mom told me that she’s going to give me one last chance. I cried in front of her because I’m so touched that she still believed that I can do it.
The summer classes starts. I felt so agitated that day because I’m afraid that I might not make it. But I told myself that I can do it for myself and my parents. My summer had been so fine. Here came our prelims, luckily, I passed all my exams. Then here now came our final exam. I studied really hard and I passed the exam! I was really happy that day. Well, that made me realize that I can do it, I just need to focus.
After that summer classes, I enjoyed my three-week summer vacation. I bonded with my mother and cousins. Me and my mom went to malls and had fun and we also went to churches because my mom really loves church-hoping. Our bonding made me close to God. I realized that through prayers, everything will be fine. She shared me her college life. She told me that she studied very hard and she didn’t have any low grade when she was in college. She really believes in me when she told me that “I know you can make it in college. You just need to work hard for it. Remember, you cannot have anything with just a click. You need to work hard for it.” From that day, I felt confidence on myself.
Now, I’m very happy with my life. I am very contented on whatever I have right now. I’ve learned so many lessons that made me matured. With whatever happened to me last summer, I believe that everything happens for a reason.