what's up with me now?

I’m happy. As for now, I’m enjoying my life. I’ve learned so much from all that I’ve been through. I love myself and I’m contented with what I have right now. I become closer to God and I realized that through prayers and hard work you can achieve everything that you want.
Before our final examinations last 2nd semester, I’ve studied very hard. Then it came our final examination week, I find the exam quite easy. After a week, we went back to engineering building for our grades. Unfortunately, I failed my four math subjects. I’m really so disappointed when I saw my grade. I’m so disappointed with myself. I have no one to blame but myself. I know that I deserve it because I didn’t give my very best effort that semester. I went in the comfort room and cried. I thought of my parents, I know they will be so disappointed to me and I’m afraid that they will insist transferring me to other University. I’m also worried that time because my mom is in the hospital due to severe drowsiness. But I can’t do anything but to confess it to my parents. So, I went to the hospital and told my mother that I failed and I’m willing to accept whatever their decision may be. Then my mom told me that she’s going to give me one last chance. I cried in front of her because I’m so touched that she still believed that I can do it.
The summer classes starts. I felt so agitated that day because I’m afraid that I might not make it. But I told myself that I can do it for myself and my parents. My summer had been so fine. Here came our prelims, luckily, I passed all my exams. Then here now came our final exam. I studied really hard and I passed the exam! I was really happy that day. Well, that made me realize that I can do it, I just need to focus.
After that summer classes, I enjoyed my three-week summer vacation. I bonded with my mother and cousins. Me and my mom went to malls and had fun and we also went to churches because my mom really loves church-hoping. Our bonding made me close to God. I realized that through prayers, everything will be fine. She shared me her college life. She told me that she studied very hard and she didn’t have any low grade when she was in college. She really believes in me when she told me that “I know you can make it in college. You just need to work hard for it. Remember, you cannot have anything with just a click. You need to work hard for it.” From that day, I felt confidence on myself.
Now, I’m very happy with my life. I am very contented on whatever I have right now. I’ve learned so many lessons that made me matured. With whatever happened to me last summer, I believe that everything happens for a reason.